LEE MIN HO OPPA ♥

Handsome? Pretty? Ah everything nice, I love him.

Saranghae! ♥

His name is Lee Min Ho. If you watched Boys Over Flowers, you would have probably fallen in love with his egoistic yet likeable and cute character as Goo Jun Pyo. ♥♥♥

Believe it or not, I actually attended MINOZ FANMEETING (SINGAPORE). $25 for a $148 ticket. How lucky could I get? Alhamdulilah. It’s all fated.

 

I was lucky to have made a few Minoz friends. Though we were all separated and were setting with pure strangers. Being the friendly me, of course I said “Annyeonghaseyo!” and immeadiately knocked it off with a few people there. Oh not forgetting that I waited at Terminal 2 for 5 freaking hours for HIM. He may not be my favourite Korean pretty boy but he’s ah My No. 2. No. 1? You don’t know? I’ll blog about him in my next update. *winkwink*

I was star-strucked when I saw him LIVE in person at the airport and when he walked past in front of me(though it was a mere 2 seconds or so). I didn’t expect him to be THAT good-looking. He seemed so perfect, I really mean it. But ah everybody knows how often these Korean visit the plastic surgeons right? So it’s no wonder. Anyhow, we still love him A LOT.

Now, the fan meeting was a really interesting one. Upon entering Max Pavilion, there was a table in which we could fill up the forms to write messages for him. Min Ho himself will eventually picked some out of the box on stage and these lucky people will be given the opportunity to go up on stage exclusively with LEE MIN HO! How I wished I was one of them but ah, I wasn’t that blessed. But I’m still thankful that I managed to see him LIVE. Alhamdulilah, dreams do come true.

 The lucky fans had the chance to either:

• To take a personal shot with Min Ho, face touching. (Min Ho self-portrait btw!)
• To have an EYE FIGHT with him. (Yes stare at him in the eyes!)
• To give him a tight and big hug.
• To feed him his favourite foods from Korea.
• TO BE FED BY HIM. (I ALMOST DIED HERE!)

Other than that, Min Ho also drew a sketch of his ideal girlfriend and it didn’t turn out as fine. Lol. He claimed that he would rather concentrate on work first and will perhaps get married when he’s 32. Now, that’s old! LOL. Also mentioning that he does walk around home in his undies at times. That seriously made me laughed out loud. I thought that was super funny lah!

Special cards were also pre-sticked under the seats and I swear the fans had a hell of a time fighting for the cards and looking through all the seats just because that would entitle them a chance to go up on stage and SHAKE HANDS WITH HIM. But hey, Oppa was sweet, he gave every single person a hug too! I wished I wished. K Fiza be contented.

He also sang his single, “My Everything.” Unfortunately, it wasn’t LIVE singing. I felt so cheated but hey I still love him. It happens. Kalau dah suka tu, semua tentang dia pun suka walaupun tak bagus.. Inikah namanya cinta, oh inikah cinta? Lol. Just kidding! *flips hair*

EPIC MOMENT? Confettis were thrown and oh ping pong balls flew out of them! Get a ping pong ball and you shall receive a gift from Min Ho and yes you guessed it right, I didn’t get that either! How suay! Tsk.

Whatever it is, to meet an international superstar like him is simply a dream come true. It’s embarassing to say this but I actually did shed a few tears of joy. I tend to waste my tears at times. It was one of the most memorable and beautiful moments in my life. I wil treasure it in this whole life. Until of course, I meet my better-half? Or perhaps? *rolls eyes and flips hair*

Matters of the hearts. Confusing much, why complicate ourselves? I shan’t continue.

 

“You’re my every, my everything. All this love is for you.”

 

♥♥ SARANGHAEYO. SARANGHAEYO. ♥♥

Never thought.

It’s 2am now and I can’t get to sleep. At this kind of time, all the thoughts flood my mind. And I suddenly had this indulgence, to write about you.

Now you see, meeting you that unfateful day. It definitely wasn’t a good thing at all. It affected my mood for a while but I managed to regulate my emotions in time. I was supposed to be happy that day but you indirectly spoiled it. I hate memories. I swear I wished I never knew you though you WERE  a beautiful part of my life. Unfortunately, it’s now past tense. How absurd.

Maybe, just maybe if I had used my brains instead then things would have turned out better but then again, fret over what now? Spilled milk? There’s no use. I’m cheating myself and I know it. I’m a fool but you’re even worse, feel it?

I don’t feel like writing anymore. Bye.

I Just Need To Write.

 

Question of the day: What is Life to you? Take a moment, take a breath to reflect about it. Invest some quality time for this worthy thought.

As humans, we all want to be the best. Well, at least l always do. Things/Issues/People are always trying to bring me down but they somehow instil in me that motivation to go on and also, grant me the strength that I need.

How contradicting, you may say? But that’s part and parcel of Life.

Lessons learnt in this journey make me a stronger person. But don’t you find that you do repeat the same mistakes twice or even more at times? So much for learning from it. Heh.

I don’t wish to continue because I can really just go in blabbering on it. I’m human, I can never run away from problems. Even the poor, the rich, the happy and the sad ones have problems. Life would be boring without problems. It’s okay, that way we grow up to be a better person.

For now, I need to spent a night at the breakwaters and I need to throw away all my sadness to the sea. I know it will come back to me. But, it just calms me down to sit along the waters and cry my hearts out. I long to do that.

I still have you to count on to, thank you.

I feel so blessed, I really do. Thanks to my one and only God, Allah S.W.T.

 

Psst: Selamat Hari Raya Haji. Alhamdulilah.

Switch Off.

These are my thoughts. They run through my mind.

No. 1

Some people just don’t understand that there’s a limit to an individual’s patience no matter how tolerant he/she is. Put yourself in his/her shoes then you will feel the pain. It hurts, it sure does. He/She’s swallowing it, literally. Putting on a strong front but she’s cringing. A clenched fist on the left, ready to hit the wall and a penknife on the right, ready to slit her wrist.

Think about this. T  H I N K – H A R D.

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No.2

Some people just don’t bother to count their blessings. Having a great time at the moment does not mean paradise till eternity. You got to learn to be appreciative of things. You got to know that sacrifices are NOT EASY to make. The pain the person went through, have you forgot all that? How could you! Or did you realise it but you’re purposely turning a deaf ear/blind eye? Then your action is worse than a beast! You suck, totally.

M O N S T E R .

I just don’t understand your mentality. How I wished I could do something to make you realise it but alas, I do not have the authority. It’s depressing to see someone I love not treated the way she should be. It hurts me this much, tell me how much it must hurt her?

I wished I could bear her pain.

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No.3

Pot calling the kettle black. I could simply apply this idiom to a situation that happened a few unfortunate days ago. You can blame me for commiting that particular mistake(when it wasn’t one in the first place), but when it comes to you commiting it, you reversed and look at things from your perspective and then blame the other party for ‘not understanding’.

What crap is this? Fuck you. Whatever it is.

 

No. 4

Dreams. I’m a dreamer. Dreams are different from day-dreaming, read that! Everybody with dreams strive hard to make their goals a reality. You earn a standing ovation from me for your passion and zest to “Just Do It!” but c’mon, let’s be realistic and not be too ambitious here.

Time’s a factor. You might be accused of being too greedy. Take it slow and do what you can and not what you want but cannot do! I somehow got your drift. You can’t wait to do it. You feel like you want it now now now now now!! I mean, who won’t want to? 

But oh, patience is a virtue.

 

No.5

I get reprimanded everytime I play in this game called Love. I’m getting sick of it. I keep on repeating the same old thing till I’m getting fucking bored of it. I know some things doesn’t come knocking on my door for the second time, there’s no need to remind me but my character is such that I liked to brood over a matter and from there, I reflect.

No, don’t get this wrong. It’s not like I’m desperate to get a partner or something but I think it’s time for me to grant some people the chance. To lower my expectations don’t seem like a possible thing to happen but then keep it on par maybe.

Much to my disappointment, I still want YOU. (It’s not often you get to see me typing this way eh?)

How I wished I could turn back to that night when we laughed together, reminiscing the good old times. It’s been more than 450 days and I’ve yet to say the word “Sorry” to you. Maybe I’ll never be able to.

Oh, this stupid heart of mine. I such at this-totally.

 

Sigh. As I typed this entry, my tears flow. What else can I say? I’m just disappointed in MYSELF & some others. Sigh.

Sour Plums.

As much as I always want to be that angel who can salvage situations, I am only human. As much as I want to grant the wishes of the people who may not live tomorrow seeing day, I am no fairy-Godmother. It wrenches my heart to not being able to do things that I’m not capable of. It makes me feel redundant and useless.

To err is human. Whatever we do in Life, everything, just remember to reflect upon it. So that we don’t repeat the same mistakes and we learn to treasure Life even more. I am not someone who will take things lying low, even though I may be the Most Patient person you ever knew. I’m a Thinker, an Idealist. So I evaluate situations all the time. Especially when I’m having my personal moments.

I know I seem to be a private person. I keep things to myself. There’s only one reason: “I’ve learnt that we shouldn’t trust anyone except myself in this world.” At times, I mean. The only person I can trust without any doubts would be my Mama and Aba. That’s why I’m their daughter. Prayers, I will always remember. I may appear to be a little wild but I know my limits. I can confidently say that I’ve got Discipline. I don’t break the laws, at the very least.

I would like to take a stand here to say that I’m human, I’m not perfect. Nobody is. Pointing out to my mistakes the wrong way will not help, so be wise.

No one lives happily without problems, so I shan’t worry too much. At the moment, school has been good. It’s my last semester, can you believe it? (Assuming you know my academic history.) To be able to survive through these 3 years, this is what I name a Miracle. I’ve got 14 more weeks left. Minus the E-learning and Break, only 10 weeks to be exact. I am looking forward to the first week of February. Excited much.

Then comes the difficult part. My plans after graduating with this Diploma. I won’t be contented with just a Diploma. I want to achieve more. I have a few options though. I am considering a private Degree in Mass Comm or pursue a Teaching Degree at National Institute of Education(NIE) for Primary School. I’m considering saying hello to the working life too and perhaps studying part-time. But still..

Like I said, life after Secondary School is really unpredictable. But for the sake of a bright future, endurance’s the key and the will to go on and succeed would be the motivation. InsyaAllah. Kita merancang, Allah menentukan..

Till then, take care. I promise to update as and when.

Ketika malam penuh bintang. <3

Realisation.

Two paragraphs of my heartfelt feelings typed and deleted. Didn’t feel like it.

 

Bicara saja bintang kan mendengar,

Maka kau kan merasakannya.

Lebaran Desa Terapung bersama Hyrul Anuar!

 4th October 2009, 8-10pm.

The Lakehouse, Bottle Tree Park.

First and foremost, I hope that everyone who came enjoyed themselves throughout the event! The ladies were beautifully dressed in their baju kurung and kebaya. Not forgetting our handsome men with their baju melayu plus songkok and samping. It truly felt very ‘Raya’ with a tinge of Malay Wedding set-up. But the groom was alone! Lol. Being the start of the night, he was dressed in Bright Red with his accompanying songkok tinggi with the brooch and not forgeting the eye-catching golden samping! Full set!

Preparations were done way before the even as usual. Shopping and sourcing for the materials needed and also the gift and lucky draw. From Geylang to Ikea. We had fun, really! In the midst of the preparations, we met with some difficulties but we managed to brainstorm  solutions. That’s the wonder working with this group of people! Blessed!

The Committee and Exco met up early for the preparations. Decorations were done, tables arranged and everything went as planned. The venue was a great one, I really got to comment Bottle Tree Park for having such a cosy and beautiful place! Simply homely, beautiful and very-the-kampung feel!

 

 The sudden rain and the unexpected power trip startled all of us but thanks be to Allah, the rain subsided when were about to officially start the event and there was no other disturbances. Our host of the day, Junaidi(Edie) was the perfect choice for the event. His lame jokes and spontaneous ideas and responses simply made the night a memorable one! Interactive, power!

 Paired with Hyrul himself, they can be called the Awesome Duo! Da Boomz! Awesome. I am very sure every single person there was entertained withut having to ask the rest! The night started off with Hyrul singing ‘Suasana Hari Raya’(Anuar Zaina & Ellina). A nice start of the night!

We then moved on to the first game which was ‘Menganyam Ketupat’. 5 people volunteered, out of which 2 were teenagers! They were all given 10 minutes to ‘anyam’ the ketupat. It’s not easy to make just one ketupat, you know! It takes some time! Don’t be cheated by the experienced Makciks who were up on stage cause the winner was an 18-year old Haniza who managed to make 4 ketupats! Tabik spring! I mean think about it, not many youngsters can ‘anyam’ ketupat yeah! Also we were also taught the different kinds of ketupats, ike ketupat bawang, ketupat satay etc. Educational!

Hyrul then entertained us with another Raya song which he sang at Sinar Lebaran 2009, Gembira Di Hari Raya(Othman Hamzah).

After which we proceeded on with the second game, ‘Ikat Samping’. We were honoured to have two visitors from London who just touched down in Singapore that very Sunday afternoon. Together with two other couples, the female was asked to tie the samping around the male’s waist.

Hyrul and Edie was sabotaged at this point of time when the crowd requested Hyrul to demonstrate the technique of tying the samping! He wasn’t sure actually and he actually came to the venue without wearing the samping and it was tied by Abg Dean. He tried though and after some time, his mum came up in front to help him! Aww so sweet.

It was hilarious looking at the way they tied the samping but it turned out just fine. The three couples were then asked to sashay on stage! It was really cute! Eventually the winner was the couple from London! Kudos! They didn’t forget their roots tough they stay in the West.

Then came the time for lucky draw where I was called up on stage for the 3rd and 2nd Prize. I was feeling under the weather and being on stage, I got extra nervous and tensed. Hence the short sentences from me. Hyrul chose the 1st Prize by the way, as usual. Our guests, Fauzie Laily and Alex(Hyrul’s manager) reached during the presentation of the lucky draw prizes. Our deepest apologies to all as Sarah Aqilah and Maiya Rahman couldn’t be there due to some unforseen circumstances.

Having the Raya event, we just had to squeeze in the Birthday Celebration for the man himself who celebrated his birthday on the last week on 23 September 2009. Hyrul Anuar have turned 24! Oops not 18 yeah. The Prima Deli vanilla cake with Hyrul’s photo on it which was sponsored by Shakilla and her mum, were brought in. Thank you!

We then gathered around the table and sang a birhday song for Hyrul. It was so sweet. I mean so many people singing and praying for you. We did the English and Islam version, nope no Tamil and Chinese version. Lol. :/ Then we had the photo taking sessions. Family, friends and fans.

As there was still ample time, Hyrul invited two guests up on stage and had a mini interview session with them. Firstly, he invited Zalinah and she told us about Hyrul being a very motivated and determined Poly boy who dreams of making it big. An inspiration, you call it.

He then invited his manager, Alex up on stage and Alex told us about Hyrul being very quiet during the early days of his win. He described Hyrul as the good boy who always listened to instructions. Oh that’s just so cute eh!

The night was coming to an end, sadly. Hyrul entertained us with the last song of the night, ‘Salam Dunia’ (M.Nasir) and he invited Fauzie on stage to sing with him. Fantastic combination!

I then went on stage to now express my Thank Yous to the people who made the event possible.  I hereby would like to apologize for missing out some names in my Thank You speech, do note it’s not intentional. My bad, I admit it. Here’s the list anyway.

Thank you to Meixuan from Bottle Tree Park for making the booking of the venue smooth and easy and allowing us to use it on that day itself.

Thank you to Junaidi from being such a great host! Such spontaneity! Thank you!

Thank you to our sponsors. Mamahani for the cash sponsor and her family for the cute goodie bags! Kek Kukus by Zawiyah Omar(Mamahani’s sis-in-law) from Daun Deco was delicious!

Thanks to Shakilla and her mum(Cik Som) for sponsoring the birthday cake! Without the cake, the birthdya surorise wouldn’t have happened. (I’m sorry I missed this out.)

Thanks to Marina for taking the effort to design the birthday card! Red colour wooh thanks! (I’m sorry I missed this one out too.)

Thank you Izarr, our dearest Big Brother and his younger brother, Hakim for managing the sound system for the day. Thank you for sponsoring the sound system. Thank you too for designing the tickets and the posters for the promotion of this event.

Thank you to the capable Haniza for being the Videographer of the night!

Thanks you to Mira for being the Camerawoman of the night! Hope you had a good time snapping photos throughout the night!

Thanks to Hyrul’s family for their never-ending support for every single event we have.

Thanks to our advisors, Cik Muni and husband, Uncle Ahmad for their advices and help in this event. We really appreciate it.

Thanks to our guests, Fauzie Laily and Mr Manager Alex Zulkifli for gracing the occasion.

Thank you to the Hyrulites Committee Members  for coming early and helping with the preparations for the event. Without you people, the Exco won’t have managed well. To Mamahani, Inshirah, Marina, Atiyah, Shakilla and Mira, thank you for every single effort you’ve put in for this event!

Last but not least, my deepest appreciation to my dearest Hyrulites Exco. To Shikin(Programming + Floor Manager), Zuraimi(Decorations), Aishah(Food), Liana(Admin) and Izarr too. Those busy brainstorming days and discussion to get the best ideas. Thanks for the endless effort and time. Thanks for putting up with me too but all of us know we want the best of everything! This may sound cliché but without you, this event could never have happened! Thank you!

Being the ever sweet Hyrul Anuar, he presented tom us, the Exco a toke of appreciation. We knew notjing about THAT. Thank you Hyrul.

  

    

I then presented Junaidi with a token of appreciation for his efforts for the night. Thank you again, Edie. And then the night ended off with a photo-taking session.

Let’s say it altogether. Syukur Alhamdulilah to yet another successful event.

Here are some of the photos of the happy people at the event.

Bedok Invaded!

This week hasn’t been good for me. But Wednesday gave my some room to breathe and at least smile a little bit. I joined the Fauzierettes for Raya with that multi-talented Anugerette who can act, sing and host! Yes, bingo!

FAUZIE LAILY!

Thanks for being such a great host. I’ve always loved your outgoing personality lah. Okay cukop, jgn puji banyak-banyak!  Watched Singapore Idol 3 while feasting on the food and of course, we were criticising the contestants and all. But still sorry Fauzie my prediction was right! 1-0. LOL. “Okay next week Malaque out!” Hahaha tak nak kalah jugak tau! Hmph.

It was a great night though the rest was kinda quiet and I was Litle Miss Chatterbox of the night like that. Oops! Mind you, I was still down with cough and yet I survived! I think I talk too much at times, stop me but then I won’t. I mean I can’t so perish the thought. Hahaha.

 My dearest Wana! And I think my hair looks funnayy! Tsk tsk. :/

Thanks again Fauzie!

SIZZLING HOT!

No matter what, he’s still my Mr SuperSexy. The goatee, the eyelashes and the smile plus his outgoing personality! Taufik Batisah, you’re one in a million! Let nothing bring you down cause we’re here with you! WE LOVE YOU.

SEPTEMBERIANS AGAIN!

September 2009 @ Marina Barrage

Oh oh, I’m MIA-ing. No! Hahaha. Well, I’m back. As mentioned, there’s quite a handful of September babies that I’ve wished on Facebook but I shan’t do the same here in my blog. Can’t remember all but hey I did wish all those I know, even if they were just acquaintances. But oh well, what’s a birthday without a celebration? These are the lucky three who got a birthday surprise from us! Lucky I was in a good mood.

Set up by Aishah and Liana, splendid. I cinta this view.

I loveeee FLOWERS!

I really cinta flowers!

Anyway, met them up at Marina Bay, supposedly 6pm but hell, Shikin and me were late because we were still stucked at Marina Barrage itself settling the venue for the Dinner Picnic Date. We eventually reached at 6.30pm and found out Izarr was an hour early! Oh oh, early birdie! And Remy came late too but we were later. Oops! We thought we were kinda late but Hyul came even later. Bleargh, superstar eh. :/

Not forgetting, the four of us meaning me, Shikin, Aishah and Liana met up early of course to get the cake and flowers. We got the rest of the stuffs the day before though. Upon meeting those THREE BLIND MICE, we got on the shuttle bus without revealing to them what was in store. As usual, they kept on probing! Irritating seh!

What seemed like a fast bus journey to a ‘PARK’ but in the middle of the journey, they were asked to blindfold themselves with the Mask of Zorros!  Haha revenge!

At the bus stop. ‘Resting’. :/

Training to be like Kassim Selamat.

31, 23 and 24 respectively I’m only 19!

SURPRISE! *pop poppers*

They somehow knew where we were going, ah smart alecks. Nonetheless, it was a tiring effort directing them LEFT/RIGHT/LEFT/RIGHT. Oh my gosh, it was damn hilarious. Lucky there wasn’t many people at the place itslf except the foreign workers lah who just smiled away looking at these three!

We then had a ‘romantic’ (LOL) dinner on the grass with the beautiful set up as above and talked about stuffs under the moon, most of the time irritating each other. Tsk tsk tsk! But it was an awesome time spent and I’m sure everyone had fun. Hotel plan next?

Shoutout to Shikin Majid, thanks for being such a great partner-in-crime! Can’t believe we’re close now when I used to dislike her last time thinking she was an arrogant Minah. Lol. Loves! *hugs*

Kudos Girls, woohoo! Don’t we just feel good it was a success?

 This is our dearest Abg Long, Izarrudin Arbani who turned 13 on September 19. :/

Needs no intro eh? Hyrul Zac Lambert who turned 18 on Spetember 23. :/

Rems or Remy Zavaleta who turned 17 on September 24. :/

Thanks people for the beautiful night.